Manry Family

Before I share my first thoughts on Africa, I must tell of God’s goodness. Those closest to me know that I’ve been praying, and asking others to pray, that God would give me confirmation just as soon as I stepped foot on African soil! High expectations? Not for my God…Upon arriving in Entebbe, we were shuttled to the airport from the plane due to heavy rains. After passing through customs and greeted by the Jinja team (we love the Jinja team!), we packed up the vehicles and headed toward Jinja. As we left the airport, we witnessed a clear and colorful rainbow in the sky. I just know that the rainbow was meant for me! And I needed it to get through the next hours and days…

I must say I wasn’t ready to offer my first impression of Africa until today. It wasn’t because I disliked it. I wouldn’t judge it that quickly. I was simply overwhelmed by the long travels, my new surroundings, the different smells, and the reality of our decision. To be very honest, it frightened me to consider anything beyond this months stay. Sure, it was only day one, but in those first moments, I began to question my ability to change and adapt to another culture and place – one so very different than mine. Could I really envision myself here? Would I ever be comfortable in this environment? I know these are questions I couldn’t possible answer yet, but even more important for me to realize, is that it doesn’t even really matter. Serving the Lord and his people may, and most likely will, require discomfort. I may never feel at home in this place, but does that mean we shouldn’t come? I’m realizing this challenge will require me to change greatly and to make sacrifices I’m not even sure I’m ready to make. But I know that the rainbow was meant for me. I know that God will hold true to His promises for me and my family.  Where I am weak, I know He will be strong. I’m choosing to stand on the promises of God and pray that he gives me the strength to realize that He is bigger than my fears, that He can overcome my selfishness, and that He is worthy of sacrifice.